My nephews were so little when they were born and it took me FOREVER to be able to hold them. I was so scared I was going to break one of them!!

My cousin had a baby boy a few months back. When she asked if I wanted to hold him, I was like um, maybe a few months later. He was such a tiny little thing and I was afraid of hurting him.

Fandom has it's crazies but there are also so many sane and nice people. It's better to concentrate on the positives :)