WELL, I'm not sure what else to rec. Oh, wait, I know! fleshflutter, here I come.

(It shows just how much I read angsty fic when there's only two authors I can rec.)

Also, that ending tore me open raw. (Excuse the lame, possibly disgusting idea right there.) I want to hit her but then pat her on the back and then hug her - true story. Gaaah, boys.